Have a meaningful few weeks, and think about the holy sacrifice that allowed us to come into relationship with God. Asking Jesus to live in my heart changed my life. I can't imagine not being connected to THE source of love, wisdom, comfort, and encouragement.
If you're doing life on your own, I hope you'll consider humbling yourself and reaching out to Jesus. It. Changes. Everything.
God bless you, and I'll see you in a few weeks.